Moment of life

I wonder and I wish I could pay attention to every detail of every valuable moment in my life, So I could be able to cherish every detail of it and enjoy as it the best moment that I would ever life in my life and it just happen once. I love to watch film backwards till I’ve had finished watch the entire of it. After do that my understanding of the entire plot is complete. I feel very stuffed of feeling. So many feelings at once just because a single beautiful and valuable movie. I always take time to watch again a scene that touch my heart and watch every image, read every line carefully as I want to absorb all of the meaning which every scene try to present. So that I come to realize every movement and every line in a quality movies has a red line with each other.