PMS and ME

[WARNING : Maybe this would be a bit silly for you. Tulisan kali ini penuh dengan emosi, Don’t waste your time if you don’t interest in my not-so-mature feeling right now]

PMS it is not always about A GIRL WHO BECOME EGOSENTRIS OR SUDDENLY TURNS TO EVIL MONSTER WHO COULD DESTROY A WORLD! NO! It sometimes become a moment which suddenly could make yourself easy to express your inner feeling!

Aku juga kurang mengeri, what does PMS mean? Why it can make my mood turn upside down like a roller coaster. Why it can make my inner feeling easy to come out?

Aku orang yang senang mendem perasan. Perasaan nggak suka, perasaan gak nyaman, aku biarin aja dan selama bisa aku toleransi maka nggak pernah aku bahas. Namun, entah kenapa sepertinya ketika aku PMS, batas toleransiku menjadi kecil sekali. Aku gampang merasa teriritasi dengan hal yang menganggu diriku. Entah itu pengendara kendaaran yang seenak udel, pelayanan di public service/restaurant yang buruk, atau… kelakuan pacar yang waktu nggak lagi PMS sih gak begitu menyebalkan, bisa diterima lah, tapi kok pas PMS hal tersebut jadi menyebalkan sekali!?

Pacarku akhirnya sering bilang, kalau lagi PMS, coba tahan diri, jangan gampang dikontrol oleh emosi sehingga nggak bisa berfikir jernih. Actually, not that my temper take control of my logic, BUT my temper makes my true inner feeling easily to come out to surface. Yeah, Its easy for me to tell about what I really feel and it makes me become very honest!

                I try. Yes I try really hard to control myself when I realize that my period is likely to come. Nevertheless, please don’t underestimate my logical thinking even when I am in PMS. No. I just become honest in express my true feeling. 

If you are interesting in knowing some stuffs about PMS, you could read it here :

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Premenstrual_syndrome


DON'T BE SHAME ABOUT WHO YOU ARE, GIRLS!
It is our body.. It is our nature. Just be who you are.